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I spent each night wanting you to be happy And now you are. You found her. I'm not looking for an apology Or anything at all for that matter. What im looking for, is impossible. I just want to know i mattered to you At one point in your life. For one single fucking second Because to be honest with you, I feel like absolutely nothing right now It hurts so bad to be alone and know he isnt Do you make me happy or do you make me sad Do you make me smile or do you make me mad Questioning these things, I dont know what to do. All I know is that.. I Love You <3 Dont ever say your not good enough because if he cant see how amazing you are, then hes the one whos not good enough. just know... every time you're thinking of her... i'm thinking of you When the person you like walks by you in the hallway and smiles, your day is better knowing that for atleast 10 seconds of his day he thought about you... everything i've been dying to tell you is everything i wish you'd say Someone once asked me where I thought h e a v e n was. I pointed to you and said, "In his arms." During the day at random times, thoughts of you fill my mind ' and i picture that smile you gave me, and i swear for that one second .. x__________i could barely breathe. i know she loves you.. so i won`t interfere. i guess i`ll just sit back and watch my world disappear.. i`m sorry if i made youu cry.. i`m sorry if tears fell from your eyes.. that isn`t what i tended to do. just remember.. that all the tears that fell from your eyes fell from mine too. sometimes no matter how long or how hard you`ve loved someone.. they`ll never love youu back. and no matter how much it hurts.. youu have to be ookay with that. I should hate you yet I stay up late just thinking about you in every girl`s life there`s one guy who caused her pain.. yet she still loves him no matter what sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me & kiss me without a care in the world watching you from a distance afraid to get too close .. hoping you`ll realize who loves you the most .. but unless you open your eyes to the one whos always there you wont realize that im the only one who truly cares .. <3 She's wrong for you I swear - Did you forget to read the script? - It was always you and me - Just me. m a y b e . i m . s c a r e d . t o . s a y . i m . f a l l i n . f o r * y o u * there's no way ii cOuld lOok iin your eyes and tell yOu ii diidn`t lOve yOu.. <3333 just because a relationship is over doesnt mean the feelings are over All those scars on her arms, dont worry She says there little notes to remind Her how many Times you hurt her Alcohol and nervous wits razor blades and bloody wrists deceiving eyes trapped in lies cant escape their panful cries I feel so worthless I feel like no one cares I’m standing here screaming Thought no one seems to be aware Break me please tear me apart, It doesn’t even hurt anymore without my heart Do you ever miss me? I know we see each other every day but do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall just so you could see me look at you and smile. Do you miss our conversations? And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood? Do you ever miss any of that? I think that maybe you do, because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what your doing just so you can look into my eyes like you used to... and even though it only lasts for two seconds, you miss that. I cant be the only one who does. No matter how much time goes by you'll never forget the first time he looked at you and how you fell in love with his eyes i miss you --not enough to want you back -- just enough for it to hurt she finally lets go of her fake smile & the tears slowly roll down her face as she whispers in the mirror, "i don't want to be me." i miss you like crazy your everything i think about even if i try not to you're my one & only & i want you back in my life think how different it would be if you never met the one person... who changed everything. you might just think of me as some girl but im the girl who took one look at you and fell harder for you then i`ve ever fallen for anyone in my entire life im going [c R a Z y] & i don`t know what to do.. i`ve tried [e V e R y T h i N g] & i just can`t [G e T . O v E r . y O u] & after all this i realize that it can`t be done .. because deep inside my heart i know your the [o N L y . o N e] there's something i need to tell you. i love you, you know that. but... i'm just so scared of so many things. i'm scared of feeling this way, i'm scared of being so vulnerable... but most of all i'm scared of losing you. i'm scared of getting hurt. but the thing is... i think risking all that is worth it... if you promise to love me too •.¸¸.*sOmetimez yOu gOtta wOnder•.¸¸.* •.¸¸.*whO wOuld really care...•.¸¸.* •.¸¸.*if they lOst yOu•.¸¸.* . Y o u . k a n . l 0 v e . . a n y 0 n e . ii n . t h a . w 0 r L d . . t h e . p r 0 b L e m . ii z . . s0 . k a n . h E SAVE A WHISTLE BLOW A LIFEGUARD SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY FORGET ABOUT THE SKATEBOARD RIDE THE SKATER FORGET THE WAVE RIDE THE SURFER all i need to know is that im something you'll be missing she finally stopped playing their song... when she realized she was dancing alone... last nite i decided 2 write u a letter n all that was on da paper was "n ss!w !" it didnt make sence untill i turned the paper upside d o w n so don't go worrying about me, it's not like i think about you constantly. so maybe i do,but that shouldn't affect your life anymore Sometimes you make me so mad I want to push you into oncoming traffic but then I realize.... I'd kill myself trying to save you<3 This is where you and me Mean nothing more than a Crossed out heart carved into a tree in my backyard Forget his name, forget his walk, forget the way he used to talk, forget the love that you once knew, remember now, there's someone new. Forget the fun that you once shared, forget the fact that he once cared, forget the time you spent together, Remember now, he's gone forever. Forget the times they played your song, Forget you cried all night long, forget how close you once were, Remember now, he belongs to her. Forget you memorized his every part, forget he held your heart, forget the things he used to say, Remember now, he's gone away. Forget the times he used to phone, forget the night you were all alone, forget the times you wore his ring, remember now, she's everything. Forget the thrills when he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the way he said your name, remember now, things aren't the same. forget the times you looked into his eyes, forget you died when he said those goodbyes, forget he's the only one you loved, remember now, it's not you he's thinking of. Forget the places you used to go, forget you loved him so, forget the times his lips met yours, remember now, he doesn't love you anymore What’s wrong with me I’ve wondered a lot What do other girls have That I haven’t got? You don’t know what you do to me You don’t have a clue You don’t know what it feels like To love someone who doesnt love you. its like taking me to the top of a mountain and showing me the world and telling me "this is what you cant have" I know you don’t mean to hurt my feelings when you say some of the things you do, but the fact that I have to make such a big deal out of it just to make you apologize makes me think about how much you really love me . being with yOu makes me feel like fOr once in my life i don't have to try so hard to be happy it just happens . . If a guy really likes you, he’ll listen to what you have to say & not what he hears you may not remember the tests you failed but i bet that you'll remember the person you were with the night you decided not to study You made me like this: Writing depressing poems, Staying up too late, because I just couldn't make the tears stop falling. You made me like this. And out of all honesty I hope you're happy, because that's all i want. You'd think after all this time; I'd be over you. I actually was … but then, like you promised, we were together again for a while … and everything came rushing back -- the memories, the kisses, the fun -- and I just fell, all over again. if it isn't complicated, he probably isn't the one ... i need sOmeOne ii knOw will stay with me when times get tuff ... sOmeOne tO hug and kiss me when i've had enuff when ii get tired Of hearin' the same shyt everyday ... sOmeOne tO tell me "[( babii . . it`s gunna be Ok )]" Friends forever," she said. "Friends forever," he said. Eight years old and they made the vow to remain friends forever. "I need some room," she said. "I'll back away," he said. Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space. "Does Tommy like me?" she asked. "I'll find out," he said. Twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her. "He doesn't love me anymore," she said. "He doesn't deserve you," he said. Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever. "Nobody loves me," she said. "I know someone who does," he said. Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever. "I'm getting married," she said. "I'll be there," he said. Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace. "I got divorced yesterday," she said. "I'm here for you," he said. Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever. "Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked. "I have always loved you," he said. Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her. "I could never love you," she said. "I could never stop," he said. Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again. "I can never see you again," she said. "I can never live again," he said. Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again. "I'm sorry," she said. Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket I KEEP TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT I HATE YOU AND THAT YOU ARE THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON ON EARTH, BUT THERE'S THIS LITTLE NAGGING VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD THAT KEEPS SAYING, "YOU'RE LYING the girl who smiles at you walking down the hall. the girl who tells you everything is alright and then cries at night. the girl who follows everyone and tries to fit in. the girl who smiles when she's falling apart. the girl who needs the attention but doesn't ask for it. the girl who has secret messages behind everything. the girl who cries for help but doesn't expect any to come. the girl who has a problem but doesn't know how to deal with it. that's me

Currently Playing Big Egos No Ideas By Frickin'a see related

Omg!! ALISSA ur gonna love me for this......I got you the best birthday present.....You will geti it friday lol you will LOVE it i no it already!! wow i bet you no what it is lol well im out lata*

These Are Not Mine<3

With this knife

I will take

All this pain

From my life : by x0_qu0tes_0x

Tear stained papers, mascara tears, fake smiles so hard to bear. and even after all that i went through you still dont care. i guess once again im back at square one. and you arent done playing with my heart, and the pain isnt done

don't think you're leaving. I think you're running. And what I can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?

You know for something you've been holding onto for so long, you're pretty quick to let it go.

Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.

//im gonna let you fall..so i can be the one to pick u back up//

eventually `- all the piiecesz will
* f a l l . ii n t o . p l a c e *
but until then ..LiiVe FoR tHe mOmEnT
LauGh aT tHe cOnFuSiiOn -`` and know that
`everything` happens for a |. r e a s o n .|

--Everything-- changes and --Nothing-- stays the same
But as we grow up, 1 thing will remain the same
I was with you all b4 n I'll b there till the end
Nothing could ever replace
b e s t * f r i e n d s

baybiee when you held me - i couldn`t help but smile
no matter how far i went you alwaysz went the extra mile
i never imagined that i`d have to say |[G00DBYE]|
and i never expected you`d be the one to make me cry
i thought you reallie loved me -- you said you cared
u promised that no matter what (( ud alwaysz be there ))
what hurtsz the most isz that it wasz somebodie else
ur bestfriend had to call me cause u couldn`t do it yourself
that just showsz how much i reallie meant to you
where did we go wrong ? -- what did i do ?

wE've kNoWn eAch othErR fOr a lOng tImeE
bUt i nEver rEalLy notIced aLl thE maGic In yoUr eyEs
i*vEe beEn arOundD yoUu a thoUsand tiMes befOre
aNd yoUve alwaYs beEn a fRiEnnDd tO meE
buTt nOoWw yoUr s0o muCh moRre

waNtEd by many >>tAkEnNn bYy NoNEe
L00KiNn AtT sOmEe>>>wAiTiN FOR 1NEE

you are every reason .. every hope
and every dream ive ever had
and no matter what happens to us in the future
everyday we were together was the greatest day of my life
- the notebook </3

mAybEe itSz iNtUiTi0n * s0mEe tHingSz y0u jUsTt d0nTt quEsTi0n
lyKk iNn y0uRr eyEs ii sEe mYy fUtUrEe iNn aNn iNsTaNtT tHeRe iTt g0eSz ii tHiNk ii f0uNd mYy bEsTfRiEnDd <3 

be yourself - do what YOU love - tRY nEW thinGS -
make new friends - say what you think - be a BiTcH! -
 - tAKe cHAnCES - tell the truth - say i LoVe YoU<3 - faLL iN lOvE..
beCause eveRYonCE in a whilE...u just gotta live life...

BaBY YOU AND MeEE ' nOW THaTS HOTT <3

Shot through the heart and you're to
blame you give love a bad name </3

The truth is, I gave my heart away
a long time ago, all of it, and I
never really got it back

were liike paris n nicole
only w i t h o u t the ..
sex tapes .. now thats .
h 0 t T *

((i may n0t' alwayz feel liike.
Smiling but i alwayz--» will))

i dOn`t  knOw what i`m
dOing            `anymOre
i’m feeling like a little girl
caught  up  in  emOtiOn
i’m    Out   Of   `cOntrOl

my dream would be
to hear rocks hit my window
and to look out and see you
standing out there
in the... pouring rain: 

Think of me
    think of me fondly,
    when we've said goodbye.
    Remember me once in a while 
    please promise me you'll try.
    When you find that, once again,
    you long to take your heart back and be free
    if you ever find a moment,
    spare a thought for me

Because how I ever got to you I have no idea.  It's like some secret door, well it just appeared.  So, no matter what I do from now on with my time.  You will always stay here in my mind.  I am certain of this, and I am never certain of anything.

I will move my pillow to the other side of the bed,
    lay yours next to mine, your scent on the fabric always near me,
    even on nights you're away.

**boyz are always the same, they break your heart at one time or another**

//there's a fine line between love and a waste of your time//

i wish i was barbie...that bitch has everything...

qUoTe_HuNnIe ^^ you can only push a girl away for so long until she finally walks out of your life on her own so be careful and make sure thats what you want because shes never turning back all the feelings that i thought were gone kept rushing back to me all at once..  truth is,  i never got over you  <3 I saw my whole life as if I had already lived it. An endless parade of parties and cotillions, yachts and polo matches. Always the same narrow people, the same mindless chatter. I felt like I was  standing at a great precipice, with no one to pull me back, no one who cared... or even noticed. -- TiTANiC <33 I remember all you said to me now my memories are all stained again    let me get inside your head            let me show you I wish I could just make you turn around         turn around and see me cry   there's so much I need to say to you            so many reasons why i've been waiting all this time* to be something i can't define there are moments when i know it and the world revolves around us. and were keeping it, keeping it all going, this delicate balance, vunerable all knowing. you would kill for this just a little bit you would kill for this Beat my fist against my chest My chest, against my chest If only too prevent my heart from beating for you <3 I've got a heart full of rubberbands that keep getting caught on feelings. <33 i will always love you, i will NEVER leave you alone. i dont wanna LOSE you, i could NEVER make it ALONE. i'll be the hero that your dreaming of <3 you keep me standing tall. you help me through it all.     im ALWAYS strong when your beside me “A clean BREAK is easier. you can reset it, and it HEALS, and you move on. But if you leave things MESSY. Or things don’t get put right, then it just hurts… FOREVER.” - LiTtLe bLaCk bOok <3 i can't seem to hold a thing together. i just FALL APART cause that’s my TRADEMARK. its my trademark move to turn my back on you. Yeah, well maybe I hurt you SOMETIMES, but let's contrast and compare. Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there. <3 Abandon ship because I'm doing down. You can jump first because. ID RATHER DROWN <3 YOU and ME, you know that we were ALWAYSfunny, in a CAR CRASH sort of way. my HEART<3 is on the floor why dont you STEP on it ? maybe NEXT TIME i'll remember not to tell you something STUPID like i'll NEVER leave YOUR side <3 cause its not like you DONT know i've FALLEN for you <3 and someday soon i'll get it RIGHT,           and i'll show you how GOOD i can be QUOTEWHORE_XO ^^ *Live right now,                                    just be yourself..                          who cares if it isn't                                 good enough for                                       someone else.*             Dont make someone a priority..if they only make you an option..</3   I hate the way it all started and ended so fast. I wish I could go back..change what I said..rethink what I did..and take it one step at a time..I hate the way i'll never get back what I had..I'll never get another chance to show you who I really am..<|3 *wrote that.use if you want..=)   I'd rather be weird than normal..seriously..whats the fun in being ordinary..when you can be crazy and wild..*   When life gets too serious, and you feel like you can't take it anymore..always remeber those who you can be completely stupid with..<3   I wasn't looking for a lifetime lover. I was only trying to find someone I can be myself with. Someone there to share things with. Someone who would always care..one who would make me laugh..and dry my tears. One who would worry about me..wonder about me in class.. dream about me..but most of all I was looking for someone who wanted to be with me as much as I wanted to be with them.<3 *Wrote that....use if you want*   You're a touch over-rated.You're a lush..and I hate it.   I want it to be how it use to be.I miss how we use to hang out. How our phone calls were pointless but fun. I miss those long walks when we would just talk about LiFe.I miss those pictures and how they were so crazy. Yeah..I still look at those everyday..hoping we could go back and be those two girls that people could never separate. We were like sisters..and there's no doubt in my mind that we could go back to being best friends forever. Don't get me wrong..when I hear your name I will always say "yeah..shes my best friend"..its the thought that comes to my mind..and the scariest thought ever is thinking that we would stop being friends. i love you and miss you..and i promise we can go back to normal. you'll always come first in my book..and when i hear your name..crazy thoughts, and all the fun times we've had will always flash through..you're my best friend..and I can't imagine me without you<3 *I wrote that for my bestfriend. she knows who she is..and I love her without a doubt..* ...use it if you want...   I wanna live my life to the fullest..make everything worthwhile..and never regret things.*It's not like you can ever take back something..so what's the point of worrying about it* I wanna meet new people..make lifetime friends..and maybe even find someone I love..I wanna spend time with my family..have partys..laugh and apologize..i wanna make everything in life count..I dont wanna be known as just another person..i wanna be known as someone who is fun and great..i just wanna live.* Wrote that..lol..kinda different..but i've been thinking *yeah i know..dangerous..ahah naw..i think its pretty decent.. use it if you want* When I hear your name..I still get that feeling in my stomach..you know *the all bubbly kind..like my stomach is doing flips..yeah that feeling*.but...even though you're no longer mine..I still shake when I hear your name*

The Rainbow Survey!

By Surveys_by_Laura

Red: In the last 24 hours have you..

Cried?No

Hugged someone?Emily

Kissed someone?No

Lied?Yes

Snuck out of your house?No

Laughed really hard?Yes

Gotten sick?Yes

Hung out with a friend?Umm Yeah!

Got your feelings hurt?Yeah

Been lied to?I dont no mabie*

Orange: What Would You Do..

If you saw someone shoplift?Umm nuthin

If a loved one died? Omfg i would cry!

If a friend lied to you? Umm be pissed

If your GF // BF were cheating on you?I dont no cry? 

If something really embarrasing happened to you? Laugh

If someone said insulted you? Be like yup

If you found out a teacher at your school was a drug dealer // Child Rapist? 
Umm tell some1
If you found out someone in your family was stealing stuff from someone else in your family? Umm tell them to stop

If you found out your Dad was on Viagra? Umm hes not and i would lmao

If something really bad happened to sliced your finger off or something else?Ne very pissed lol

Yellow: Your Emotions..

Do you tend to cry a lot? Yeah

Are you really emotional? Umm yea

Do you get really bad mood swings?YeS

Do you tend to get annoyed easily? Sometime

What annoy's you the most? Ummhaveing nothin on my wrist or some1 eles*

Do your feelings get hurt easily? Yeah

If another person said something mean about you, would it matter to you what they said? No because i dont care what ppl say about me....

Does it bother you if people talk shit on you? They should say it to my face not behind my back

Does food change how you feel?Umm kinda 

Have you ever cut // done drugs to feel better?
Yea
Green: Your Apperance..

Are you tall or short?Short

What color hair do you have?Light Blonde yeah i died it* 

Do // have you died your hair?Yeah

What color eyes do you have? Blue

Do you have glasses // contacts?Contactz

Do you want color contacts?No i have cute blue eyes!

Do you think your attractive?Kinda

Do other people think your attractive?Who knows? 

If your a girl do you wear make up? // If your a guy, does it bother you when girls pile on make up? Yes i do wear make up

What color looks best on you? Green or pink

Blue: Your Social Life..

What group are you in at school? Umm not a group lol i have alot of friends i no alot of ppl

How did you get into that clique?Talking ot everybodie

Is there a group you wish you were in? None*

Is there a clique your clique hates?No*

What do you normally do on the weekends?Chill

What do you normally do on school nights?Sleep watch tv track talk on the phone and computer

Do you go on single dates // group dates? single dates*

What would you do for a first date? Go to like wal*mart and just "test" everything for like hours

Do you go to parties? Yessumz

What is your "Label"? Umm only soup cans need labels

Purple: You Wish..

If you had three wish's what would they be?Umm Money! lol

Life time supply of fruittila smoothies
And some1 back*
Why would they be your wishs?
Becasue smoothies kick butt*

You can buy anything with money*

And i miss him so so so so much<3
If you could give your best friend anything, what would it be?Umm frickin a tickets*

Why would you give them that?We LoVe frickin a

What is your "Dream House"?A pent house on a island

What is your "Dream Car"?Saleen s7

What is your "Dream Life"?Being a trillon air!

What charateristics would your Perfect GF\wife // BF\Husband have?Fun and loving

What would they look like?Dosent matter about looks*

Where would you live?On an island

Pink: Love

What characteristics do you look for in a GF // BF?They have to be sweet and nice or yeah and loyle*

Apperance wise, what are you attracted to? Hair!

How long was your longest relationship? Umm 3 months i think

Who was it with? Umm cant remeber

Why do you think it lasted that long? Umm i didnt no i was goin out with him lol(kendra!!)

Why did you guys break up? [[if you didnt break up skip this question!]] Because i dont like the kid!

Who was your favorite GF // BF?

Shane

Why were they your favorite? The sweetest lol

Whats the nicest thing the opposite sex has done // said to you? Hugged me lol* its just so sweet

Who broke your heart? [[if anyone]]Shane!!!!!